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I haven't updated in ages. Today is my last full day as a freshman at Assumption College. I've decided that I don't want to go home and I'll hide under my bed so I won't have to. I'm going to miss my Jason so much ;( an 1 1/2 drive is really sucky, but I know it will work. I'm just so used to seeing him every single day that I don't know what I'm gonna do. Christmas break wasn't that bad, but it was only a month, not 4. I guess the time we spend together will become more special and I'll always have something to look forward to. I know I'll be busy and that will make it easier. I ammm looking forward to going on the cruise with Nicola in June and hanging out with all my girlies. I'm not looking forward to having a job but having a steady income with be nice. Working out at Perfect Shape will be good too. I've always loved to go home and to sleep in my own bed and spend time with my parents, but Assumption is my home too. I'm so torn between two worlds it's rediculous. I'm leaving my best friends to go home to my best friends. I'm leaving the girls I've sat with for hours on end telling stories, talking about guys, and laughing till we pee to go home to the girls I do the exact same thing with. I don't want to sleep alone. I can't leave my room and walk 10 steps to my best friend. I can't order breadsticks with my mom at 2:30 in the morning when I can't sleep. and most importantly, I can't stay out till 5 in the morning and sleep the next day till 2:30. Everyone tells you college is the best 4 years of your life, and you might not believe them, but it is. I never thought I could make friends who would nearly compare to my friends from home, but I have. I'm so lucky to have the friends I have at home, but I 'm also so lucky that I lived on Des 1st floor this year. I can't believe close we all were, I literally made 20 new best friends. It's going to suck not living with all of them again next year, but I know they'll be up visiting Lauren and I in the suite, and we'll be down to the LLC all the time. This year flew by. It's petrifying to think that the next 3 years will go by just as fast..then I'll be in the real world. I'm not ready to be a grown up. As mature as I like to think I am..I am so immature and I have absolutely no concept of saving money. What do I even want to do with my life? Do I want to be a teacher or does it just sound good to me now? Everyone always says I have so much time to decide, but I really don't. Next year I'll be 20. 20 years old. That sounds so fucking old. I really really don't like getting old. Ew, so much on my mind and a ton more work to get done before tomorrow. See you all soon in good old Medway to do the same things we do every summer ;\
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Tuesday, January 17th, 2006
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| Time: | 10:52 pm. |
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Today I came home from college because we had to put my dog Kassie to sleep. She was dying of kidney failure and it was really sudden, we just thought she has a stomache bug. I've never been this sad before besides when Kate died. We brought her home and the Vet came to our house to put to her sleep. It was seriously the hardest thing ever to say bye. I know it sounds wicked dumb, cause it's just a dog, but I loved her so much. I got her for Christmas when I was 6 and it was the best day of my life. I can't even remember what is it like not having her as my pet. Dogs are so much better than humans. They don't hurt other dogs on purpose and they're so loyal and happy. I don't even want a new puppy. I'll never feel the same way about another dog. Jason and Emmie watched All Dogs Go To Heaven with me tonight and it made me cry alot. All vacation I wanted to go back to school, and now all I want is to be home. Seeing my pup was one of the main reasons I liked going home. She was my best friendddd! This sucks soo much.
I miss you Kassie Lee <x3
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Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006
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wow, i never update this anymore.
break is going good. my life is basicallyyy sleeping,the gym,nicola,rach,and jason. woooo..i can't complain at all. my boy got me the prettiest necklace for christmas. yay. i love him. for new years i spent the weekend at his house and met all his awesome friends and had fun. i wanna go back to school. i miss my roommate and my friends and having miss rachael dalton right down the hall and having my boy a 2 minute walk away. i don't miss getting up early for classes and having work to do. boooo. sleeping till 11 everyday and having absolutely nothing i have to do is pretty nice. i want nicola sellitto to transfer to assumption college, please? alright, cool. jason's coming this weekend, be jealoussss ;)
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Friday, December 9th, 2005
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i am so inlove <3
medway on wednesday. i'm having mixed feelings about being home for a month. i never thought i'de ever say that.
i'm excited for christmas. and seeing rach and nicola and shannon and madd peeps.
we should probably hang out when i get home.
i don't like the idea of my boy being and hour and 45 minutes away from me for a whole month ;\
lauren wants me to write, "today i had diarehha squirts and studied alllll day." too bad both of those things are lies. i wish i had studied...math and philosophy finals in the morning. uuuugh.
i wish there was something i really wanted for christmas...
COMMENT PLEASE!
EVEN IF WE HAVEN'T TALKED IN 16 YEARS
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Tuesday, November 1st, 2005
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i forget how to do an lj cut, sorry guys.
halloweenie!
college rules, hangovers don't.
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Monday, October 3rd, 2005
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hiii.
i love college. i should be studying for my two exams tomorrow, but i'm not. i'm coming home on friday and i'll be home till tuesday afternoon, i'm pretty excited to sleep in my own bed and see my pup. and plus, nicola and i are spending saturday together. hopefully i'll get to spend some time with paul too. aaand i think there's a football game friday night. it's so weird, "going home" now means going to my dorm room. it's gonna be strange being in bed at night without emily in the room haha. i loove that girl. i wanna go clubbing so bad but i have so much workkk. ahh. ok i'm gonna do my math homework and such. peace homes!
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Wednesday, September 21st, 2005
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hey, this is now friends only.
so, if i don't like you, looks like you won't be reading this.
comment to stay/be added. ;)
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Saturday, August 27th, 2005
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COLLEGE!!!!!
the night before i left nicola, shannon, meg, rach and i went to dinner. then kt joined us. we went to walmart so i could get stuff to do laundry. everyone left and i was sad. i couldn't see at all thursday night it sucked so baddd.
yesterday i woke up at 7 and got ready to leave for my new home. the rents and i got breakfast first and then to ass. co. it was. LOOOOVE. i love my roommate, and our room, and everything. yayyy!
today we have orientation crap. peace, yo.
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Monday, August 22nd, 2005
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so i'm officially scared for college.
yesterday the family came over for a little "jess is going to college" get together. it was alright i guess. meg and i then spent like 2 hours in walmart trying on fur coats and other silly things. gotta love my meg ;)
today i woke up bright and early and headed into bean town with adam and kim. i got a hoodie and shirt from h&m and a hello kitty wallet too. we did lots of walking and had awesome food at the wrap. not to mention the best smoothie everrr. when we got back to adams he gave me my suprise..a really pretty heart necklace and some cute little flower earrings. aw they're so pretty eeee. and paul made me the cutest bunny ever at build-a-bear to keep in my room so i don't get lonely. yay! when i got home i did lots of packing and organizing and blahhh. i'm so excited and nervous and sad and happy and everything. but i know it will be gooood. 4 more days yayyy.
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Thursday, August 18th, 2005
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oh hii.
i'm at my alexa lee's right now. she's leaving for california tomorrow at 2pm, therefore we are spending every moment together till then.
alexa and i went to newport one day last week and we got a little bit burnt. on the way home we stopped at the provcity mall and i got some jeans.
this week i didnt really do much? um, my last day of work was sunday and it was the best feeling ever. no more dunkkkk.
on monday i went to warped tour with adam, emily, and meg. it took us 5 1/2 freaking hours to get there. but we held up awesome signs like "i'm a virgin" and "let's go to third base". we made lots of friends. when we were walking in someone was like "hey, that's the virgin girl!" oh yea. it was alot of fun, even though it was so muddy. people were being gross and rolling in it, maybe i'm just high maintence, but i think thats naaasty. fall out boy, the transplants, and my chemical romance were my favorite. i fell asleep on the way home after sitting in the parking lot for 2 hours.
tuesday was adam's birthday and meg got him the best gift ever. and i had to go to the dentist. one baby cavity, bullshit.
wednesday i slept till 2 and loved every moment of it. i got up and went for a run and it was really hot out. then my mom went crazy and dumped all of my clothes out of my drawers and my closet so i was forced to go through them. meg helped me go through them. looks like ally howland will be wearing 1/2 of my wardrobe next year. after we were done with that we went to target so i could pick up some thigs for school. paul and i went out to dinner and theeeen meg went with me to get my hair did. cut and dyed hellz yes. then we just drove around and she watched me put pictures together for my walls at school.
today i woke up at 10 and that's soo early for me, you have no idea. i went to the gym and then i had to get my baby cavity filled. they gave me novicane and my face was numb for a good 4 hours afterwards. everytime i tried to talk or smile i ended up just laughing cause my face felt soo fat and swollen and weird. alexa and i went to joe's for one last dinner together unti december. then we ventured to the mall. i got some shoes, underwear, aaaand a bag.
school is so soon, i leave a week from tomorrow. but, i think i'm ready, and i like my roommate alot, so i'll be fine. uh huh, oh yea. plus, i'm like 45 minutes away. you can pratically see assumption from my front steps.
well, that's my one a month update. enjoy, and comment jerkfaces. k, thanks, bye.
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Thursday, August 4th, 2005
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hiii.
i never update this anymore, sorry guys.
i don't really do much.
i either wake up early and go to the gym then work, or sleep till 12 then go to the gym when i wake up.
either way, i usually end up with adam or meg or alexa or nicola at night. sometimes a combination.
i'm really excited for school. but i'm kind of getting nervous. and in a way, summer is just starting to get good. i love the people i hang out with, even if we do nothing.
hoyyy time for bed, night friends.
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| Time: | 11:13 pm. |
| Mood: |  content. | | Music: | the cureee<3. |
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today i slept till 1230. it was probably the best thing ever.
i was up till 230 reading 'the curious incident of the dog in the night-time'. it's my summer reading for ass. co. and i like it a ton.
i went to the gym when i got up and then paul came over. we went to whole foods 'cause i go there everyday. paul pumped my gas for me 'cause he's the best boyfriend evaaa. we came back to my house and laid in my bed for a bit. then we decided to go to the mall.
i got dolce&gabbana light blue perfume <3, a new nose stud that's small and i looove it, a really cute light yellow long skirt, and a white redsox hat 'cause i've wanted one forever. i love having a ton of money. thennn we came back here again. ptz went home a little bit ago and now i'm here, home alone. there was a waterpipe break and they cant find it so mama and papa are working. i have work at 8am. but, not if they cant find the break! the dunk closed today 'cause they had no water. sad. i think i might clean a little bit, 'cause i'm weird, and do some reading. later cuties.
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hiiii.
i never update this thing anymore.
this summer has been alright so far.
i'm kind of lying. i don't really do much.
i go to the gym, work, and hang out with my two lovers (paul and alexa, duh)
i recently found out rd and i are on the same floor at school, i'm so excited!
there are some people i have not seen very much or at all this summer, so, if you're my friend, and you haven't seen me lately, um, call me or something? we'll do lunch.
i want to go to college real bad. i want to buy a ton of new clothes for school and decorate my room and eeeee. let's still talk when we go to school, kay? kay.
i'm way tired and i can't think of anything else to write. kay cool bye.
ps Alexa, i ate trailmix without you tonight and it was wicked sad to mowface without you my loveeee.
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Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005
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| Time: | 9:34 pm. |
| Mood: |  cheerful. | | Music: | dash<33. |
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hellllo.
wow, i am horrible at updating.
this summer has been a-ok so far. i work alot and go to the gym and hang out with paul and friends.
i had orientation yesterday and today. i had soo much fun<33 i didn't want to come home. i want to be in college foreverrr. assumption = love. i get so excited just thinking about it. i made some friends and angela was my favorite. we played games and the leaders were wicked cheery and it put me in such a good mood. some parts were kind of boring, but oh well. my advisor tried to tell me i needed to take all honors classes my first semester cause i'm smart and i was like no thanksss so i'm taking sociology and philosophy and some other cool stuff. and i'm taking italian, that's hot ;)
today i got home around 12 and paul came over. i missed him and it was only like 2 days. hah, i'm pathetic. i was so tired so we napped and then got food. i got a salad from star and he got subway. i wanted to watch ladder 49 but i guess we're gonna watch it tomorrow. i really don't want to work ever again. is it august 26th yet?
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prom was deez
my date was so cute
i had alot of fun
everyone looked so good! well, almost everyone.
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this weekend was gooood.
friday. after school i did marie's hair for pat's prom. she looked so cute. paul and i rented movies and i got my hair dyeeed. thats it. hah.
saturday. i woke up and went to the gym. i went to the mall with sam and haley to get my prom jewelry. sam got a cute dress. haley's dress looks soso good on herrr. i went to paul's house after. i came home around 11ish.
sunday. i got soo much done. i went to the gym and i cleaned my room and peter's cage and vaccumed my car. paul came over. we went grocery shopping. i learned if you have an ugly face, you probably shouldn't cut you hair in a way to essentuate it. honestly though, two can play this game. you clearly have far too much time on your hands. do i really effect you that much? say something to my face for once sweetheart, rather than in your livejournal ;) theeen sarah stopped by with natalie, and rach came over to finish our stats project. yay.
today was the last real monday of high school everrr. scary. i went to the gym after school and then the nhs induction. hayley,erica,and i went to kristens at 830 to watch our movie and to bake wilkee some cookies.
mmm school's almost doneee. awesome.
ColaChck12: you go gurllllll
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* section 1 - you *
Known as: jessicaaa
Lives in: medway
Birthday: april 23, 1987
Shoe size: 9
Hair color: dark brown..buttt i'm dying it tonighttt. BLACK, almost.
Eye color: bluuue
* section 2 - have you ever... *
Cheated on someone?: not on an official boyfriend
Been Cheated on?: yup
Fallen off the bed?: yep
Broken someones heart?: sorry man
Had your heart broken?: a few times
Had a dream come true?: sure
Done something you regret?: not really
* section 3 - currently *
Wearing: jeans, tank top, flip flopsss.
Listening to?: people typing
Located?: library
Chatting with? mickayla
Watching?: the computer screen
Should REALLY be doing?: english blowsss
* section 4 - do you... *
Brush your teeth? everyday
Have any piercings?: nose, belly button, ears a bunch
Drive?: yep
Drink?: every now and then
Smoke?: not cigabutts
* section 5 - the last person you... *
Hugged?: erica
Kissed?: paul
IMed?: paul
Talked to on the phone?: paulll
Yelled at?: paul? hah
* section 6 - personal *
What do you want to be when you grow up? i really wouldn't mind marrying someone rich
What has been the best day of your life?: my life is cool
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush?: indeed i do <3
What are you most scared of?: dying, heights, being alone
Did you lose someone you really loved?: ktk
How many times have you fallen in love?: once
Love your friends?: for sure!
* section 7 - favorite at the moment*
Movie: the truth about cats and dogs, love and basketball, the first wives club, the noteboookkk
Store: delias,hollister,american eagle,wet seal,old navy..i'm not a big fan of a&f lately
Relative: my brothers mike and john or my momma
Ice Cream Flavor: rdfghdrhb i love icecream.
Fruit: pineapples and bananas
Candy: tropical starburst,cherry twizzlers,anything with peanut butter and chocolate.
Day of the Week: friday and saturday
Color: black, pink, purple, green, everything
Name(s) for a Girl: brooke,paige,emma,kiley,taylor,ava,maegan,caroline
Name(s) for a Boy: landon,owen,ethan,ryan,mason,hunter,devin,kyle
* section 8 - do you *
Like to give hugs?: mhmm
Like to give kisses? i like to kiss my boyyy
Like to walk in the rain?: i hate rain
Like to travel?: yessss
Have a goldfish?: no, but i have a cute bunny
Have stuffed animals?: yea but i hate them
*section 9 - what do you think about... *
Smoking: whatevaaa
Eating disorders: bum steez
Summer: loveee <3333
* section 10 - this or that *
Pierced nose or tongue?: pierced noses are cute
Pierced eyebrow or lip? im all set
MTV or BET?: MTV
7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek?: 7th heaven
Sugar or salt?: depends on the time of the month hah
Silver or gold?: white golddd
Chocolate or flowers? flowers
Color or Black-and-white photos?: both
Stay up late or sleep: stay up late and sleep in late
Hot or cold?: hot hot hot
Mustard or ketchup?: ketchup on everythingggg
Wonder or amazement?: amazement
Mexican or Italian: italian
Candy or Soda?: candy
Pepsi or Coke?: diet pepsi
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The Teenager Stereotype
Do you drink [alcohol]?: every now and then
Do you party? How often?: like, never
Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?: sometimes
How often do you use the word like in an average hour?: a tonnn
Do you skip classes? How often?: not usually
Do you have sex? Protected?: yep. does birthcontrol count?
Do you steal?: a little bit.
Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: i mean i guess?
Do you drool over celebrities?: nahh
Do you watch a lot of TV?: nooo. none
Do you ever watch the News?: when i'm doing my hair in my moms room in the morning
Do you smoke cigarettes?: girls who smoke cigabutts are sick
Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at 7-11s?: haha what? not really.
Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: i find myself with a boyfriend quite often
Do you cuss a lot?: kind of?
Are you desperate to fit in?: no
Are you intelligent?: sure
The Goth Stereotype
Black lipstick?: noo
Black eyeliner?: it's a must
Black eyeshadow?: dark brown
Black trenchcoat?: every freakin' day
Black boots?: hah
Black fishnets?: whaat.
Black nail polish?: nope
Cigarettes?: noope
Heavy metal music?: nah chill
Marilyn Manson?: i'm all set
Kittie?: dumb bitches. hah
Cradle of Filth?: nope
Constant frown and perpetual angst?: hdhashnhtru
Do you like to be seen as: im confused
Are you an intellectual?: yea
An atheist?: i'm not sure
Horrible home life?: no it's deez
Hopelessly depressed?: nooo
Suffering with suicidal idealities?: nope
Self-mutilation?: never
The Punk Stereotype
Plaid?: not really
Big black boots?: no
Mohawk?: only on guys
Excessive piercings? [Especially facial]: depends on the person. not for me
Loud, confident and opinionated?: whateva
Wild hair colors?: not for meee
NOFX?: haha no fx
Rancid?: eh
Well versed on political scandals and outrages?: nah
The Jock Sterotype
What's your IQ?: uh
Do you watch a lot of sports?: redsox & pats
Play a lot of sports?: i used to play basketball
Talk a lot about sports?: nah
Do you do anything, really, but think about sports?: hahah what
Are you a male or female whore?: hah no
Are you homophobic?: nope
Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident?: haha no
But really you're a quivering mass of insecurity?: thats me
Boobs: what about them
Parties: i'm so there
Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers: fhsfh like 5 real days left of school
The Girl Stereotype
Do you spend a lot of time on your appearance?: eh like 30 minutes in the morning
Have you ever been on a diet?: yea
How much did you lose?: oh ya kno..like 50 pounds
Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder?: i was anorexic if that's what you're asking..
Make yourself throw up?: yea. gross
Make-up?: mhm
Low-cut tops?: sometimes
How big are your boobs? [Cup size]: FREAKIN HUGGGE. not
Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?: hahahah no
Giggle a lot?: sometimes
What's the deal with boys?: mine's cute
Thongs?: i'm all about the thong
Pretty bras?: sure
YM, Teen, Cosmo, et al?: cosmooo
Who's the weaker sex?: equal
Are you a feminist?: not at all
Do you think Brad Pitt is hot?: not really. what's the big whoop with him?
How often do you shave your legs?: everyday
How about your armpits?: everyday
Are you emotional?: i'm not gonna lie..i'm a drama queen
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the past few days have been wonderfulll.
umm almost every night i've gotten together with erica, hayley, cate, and kristen to work on our english video. we laugh alottt and work till like 11. so i've been up past my bed time quite frequently.
yesterday was senior skip day and it was sososo good. rd and i got dismissed at 1130 and headed to oakland. everyone was thereee i loved it. then at 230 i came home and took the most wonderful nap evaaa. then to eriiica's at 7, but didn't actually get any work done till 9. we rule.
so basically we don't do any work in school anymore. it's all review and such..i'm downnn. paul's mom made me the prettiest necklaceee i love it. it's little pink beads. paul and i hung out for a bit after school today then i went to the gym and thennn senior superatives. i got drama queen and worst driver. sweeet. thennn paul came over. gtdgdh i'm so hyperrr and i'm not too sure why. i'm getting my hair colored tomorrow night and after school i'm doing marie's hair for her boyfriends prommm. yaya. well, if i keep writing it's gonna start being wicked random sooo..PEACE.
i <333242143565 youuuuu!
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